This has been a whirl wind week. From Jackie’s mom in the hospital to being busy at work. I only had one day off after a 9 day stretch and I am so ready to have 3 days off this next week.

Jackie’s mom is doing good.  She was a little week after dialysis yesterday.  But she has been fighting with Jackie about not wanting to be in the hospital any more. I can’t says I blame her, but it will help her feel better.  Jackie tells me her roll as daughter is reversed now, she is the parent.

I am more mentally exhausted then anything else.  I really wish I could just shut my brain down.  I think when I get home at 2pm today, it is a nap and then dinner with my lovely lady.  We need some time together.

Laddie is adapting perfectly to the family.  I was worried about him last week, but he is doing wonderfully.  I am going to work with him on some basic stuff. but it will be a challenge with three dogs all together.

So that is an update.  Chat more later.

morning all, I am so tired I could sleep for at least a few more hours.  Today is day 4 of 9 and I am starting to feel it.  I am wanting to sit and have a good cry, but no tears want to come out.  Ive barely seen Jackie all week long, and my dogs have been over to her moms all week because she has let me rest.  I feel terrible too that Ive not done any cleaning, just done laundry yesterday.  Sorry I am ranting, but I am tired and cranky, so deal with it.  I warned you earlier in the week.

So I finally learned what not eating does to you.  I was wondering why I have lost all that weight so fast.  Now I know why.  Not eating really starts to make your body shut down.  I haven’t been eating real well if any for a week.  I told my mother about an issue I was having and she told me it sounded like I wasn’t eating.  So telling her I was, was VERY wrong!!!!  So we went grocery shopping for better foods for me to start eating better.  I also have to drink LOTS more water.  I never want to feel like this again.  I was a total fool for not eating as much as I should be.  GOD, I feel so messed up.  And I always thought this just happens in women, Guess again, this can also happen to a 41 year old male!!!!

Tired and cranky this morning.  I am hopeing that I can get out of work early today.  Today is day 7 of 9. 

I still have to add Jackie’s scheudle to my calander.  I am just thankful that she is 11am-8pm tonight at the clinic.  I am going to bed early.  The dogs are spending the night at her moms.  I really wish they could spend Wensday night instead so I can sleep in Thursday morning being off.  Oh well.

Live goes on I guess.